Showing posts with label doubt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label doubt. Show all posts

Sunday, February 7, 2010

If I were to..

.. change my mind,

and, say, not return to Japan.


If I finished my degree at the university of Oslo by completing this coming semester,

and by studying Arabic the next school year

while busting my butt, working and saving money

in order to return to Thailand and hopefully

get to study Thai for a year at Chulalongkorn University in Bangkok


the city of my heart..

the language of my heart


Would you still follow me?

Would you still love me? (Haha)

I promise,

I'll take you with me

And show you my Thailand


In the short time that I've been home

I've realized how much I've missed

not being in Japan.

If I were to return to Japan for a year, through my Norwegian university

It wouldn't add up.

It wouldn't be worth the time

effort

and money spent

considering we'd still be a herd of sheep

only as strong as our weakest link

Such a waste of good suffering.


So..

What do you say?